I need a good notepad to sort out my own thinking. It’s a pity that I type faster on a keyboard than I can write on paper using fountain pen (although I cannot argue why typing is less good than hand-writing). And again, sitting in front of the laptop and staring at the screen, I again lack all the ideas I want to put down. I always accepted it as an annoying curiousity that my mind blacks out when it should work and works only in the absent of possibilities to evaluate its outcome.

Why do I write? Oh yes, to clear up my mind. To structure my thoughts. A tool to reflect my own thinking. A self-therapy (admitting that I am in need of a therapy without concluding that I am sick).